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A collaboration between Neil Nessel (Composer and Producer), Deaden the Pain (Remixer), Dave Stagno (guitar), Francis J Bahn (Vocals), Deaden the Pain (Remixer) and Erik Gilleran (Vocal recording and processing).
lyrics
Wailing inside my head
Claw it out, it never ends
It tears through me, no time to mourn
Reminder that I’m alone
Searching for silence, a hopeless tease
These wretched noises will never cease
Echoing louder, every breath I take
Drilling my ears to ease the pain
Drilling my ears to ease the pain
Drowning in the sea
Of emptiness; so bleak
Endless noise
I scream but no one hears
Tearing me apart, piece by piece
Yearning for nothing but (nothing but)
Oh, sweet release
Screaming inside my head
Rip it out, please turn me deaf
It keeps getting louder and cold
Screeching pain won’t let me hold
Searching for silence, a pointless deed
These noises consume me, it’s all I see
Deafening, wailing; it wears a crown
Never ceases to drag me down
Never ceases to drag me down
Drowning in the sea
Of emptiness; so bleak
Endless noise
I scream but no one hears
Tearing me apart, piece by piece
Yearning for nothing but (nothing but)
Oh, sweet release
credits
released August 1, 2023
Neil Nessel - Composer, Producer, Mixing, Mastering, Keyboards, drum programming. Dave Stagno - Composer, Lead guitarist. Francis J Bahn - Lyrics and Lead Vocals. Deaden the Pain - Remixer. Vocals recorded at Goodpeeples Studio Los Angeles, CA by Erik Gilleran from @egeneering
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